I’ve gotten into a bad habit of thinking that if no ones texting me, I’m obligated to believe I’m depressed and alone for the mere fact that no one wants to speak to me first. But it’s contradictory because when people do text me first, i tend to blow them off and not really pay attention to the conversation, causing them to not want to speak to me in the first place. Sigh.

Well.. I think now I’m going to lay down with my bunny and not really think about anything at all, but instead just hope things will be better tomorrow.

Goodnight,